Losing Our Baby 💔 | Finding Out I Was Pregnant & Miscarrying (After Seeing The Heartbeat)

Losing Our Baby 💔 | Finding Out I Was Pregnant & Miscarrying (After Seeing The Heartbeat)



Navigating finding out that I was pregnant and then the heartbreak of miscarriage has made the past few months some of the sweetest and most heart-breaking of our lives. It hasn’t been easy. It still isn’t. But we are trusting in God’s love and plan for us. 💔

► TIMELINE
» Finding out I was pregnant [0:00]
» Telling Christopher [1:55]
» Telling our families [4:29]
» Baby’s first ultrasound [5:07]
» Complications [7:11]
» My miscarriage [10:00]
» The memorial [18:36]

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34 responses to “Losing Our Baby 💔 | Finding Out I Was Pregnant & Miscarrying (After Seeing The Heartbeat)”

  1. Ashlynne Eaton Avatar
    Ashlynne Eaton

    This was so hard to film and to share. But I know I’m not the only one who’s gone through this. If you’re going through infertility or a miscarriage right now, my heart goes out to you. And I am sending so much love your way. 🤍

  2. Simply Rose Gaming Avatar
    Simply Rose Gaming

    for that short time, you were an amazing mother. one day your rainbow baby will come, when they're ready, and you will be an amazing mother for the rest of your life. i know you will be babies best friend ❤❤

  3. Felice Cu-Unjieng Avatar
    Felice Cu-Unjieng

    I am deeply sorry for your loss. Thank you for being so brave in sharing your life with us. When I had a miscarriage in March this year I felt the same way. Keep your head up, it will get easier with time. Praying for comfort for you and your husband. This event made my relationship with my husband and God much stronger and Im sure it will for you both as well. ❤

  4. Shannon Ross Avatar
    Shannon Ross

    My entire heart is with you mama ❤

  5. Hazel McCandless Avatar
    Hazel McCandless

    Ashlynne, I am so very sorry for you and Christopher. I cannot imagine what you going through. I know that there’s nothing I can say that will take your pain away, but just know that you are so loved and we are praying for you. ❤

  6. shwycoff Avatar
    shwycoff

    Hugs!

  7. C. P. Avatar
    C. P.

    I’m so sorry

  8. Warhe Vivian Avatar
    Warhe Vivian

    I m so sorry, please take care of yourself okay,it is well

  9. Bree C Avatar
    Bree C

    Awe I’m so sorry for your loss!!!! Many many hugs to you and your family!!!!! I will really be praying hard for you guys!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  10. Samantha Moline Avatar
    Samantha Moline

    I am so incredibly sorry! We all love you so much and are with you and there for you in anyway that we can as fans! Continue to lean into God during this time and know that He is with you and still guiding you and your story. You will get to see your precious babe one day, and that is such a blessing even through this difficult time.

  11. Aizpe Muga Sarobe Avatar
    Aizpe Muga Sarobe

  12. Gaya Avatar
    Gaya

  13. Drew D Avatar
    Drew D

    Sending you lots of prayers and thoughts to you both 🤍 you are so brave in sharing your story x

  14. Jenny Davidsson Avatar
    Jenny Davidsson

  15. Kirsten Noon Avatar
    Kirsten Noon

    I’m so sorry for your loss 💔

  16. ICE COLD Gaming & Vlogs Avatar
    ICE COLD Gaming & Vlogs

    Grow up sh** happens that's life just try again

  17. Annelis Fernández Avatar
    Annelis Fernández

    sending prayers❤ God is in control always.

  18. Allison Hall Avatar
    Allison Hall

    Thank you for sharing, Ashlynne. I’m so sorry for your loss. You have opened by eyes to the reality of miscarriage, and have in turn given me greater understanding and empathy. Thank you for opening up in this way.

  19. Kristen Hartsfield Avatar
    Kristen Hartsfield

    God draws near to the broken hearted. I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m praying for you. God will work this for your good and he will restore everything that was lost.

  20. Donna Sharpe Avatar
    Donna Sharpe

    I'm so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to see the future and think positively at the moment. I know because I was exactly where you are 7/8 years ago. I have 2 miscarriages in the space of 3/4 months I was absolutely heartbroken. Fast forward to now and I have 2 very lovely boys. I'm not saying your journey will be 100% the same as mine but I'm saying there is light at the end of the tunnel.sending you all the love.

  21. Lindsey Giddens Avatar
    Lindsey Giddens

    I am so sorry! I have also been through this devastation. I had a miscarriage after my first daughter. I was between 8 and 9 weeks along. I actually had 2 dreams about losing the baby before it actually happened. It did not make it any easier when it actually happened. It was absolutely the hardest thing I ever had to deal with. I was so broken. I hadn't planned the pregnancy, and I just knew it was God's timing. I felt so betrayed when I lost the baby. But over time, I felt God's hand in my grief, and his comfort came to me over time. I finally realized that God did not betray me and that He used it for good. I am praying for peace and comfort for your family in the days, months, and years ahead.

  22. Emma-Louise Rambridge Avatar
    Emma-Louise Rambridge

    I was miscarrying this time 2 years ago. Im sorry to you or anyone whose gone through it❤

  23. Ann Lynch Avatar
    Ann Lynch

    Ashley. I am so sorry to hear this. There is a bright future for you. Trust in your future.

  24. Cercle d’Éden par Alexine Quinn Avatar
    Cercle d’Éden par Alexine Quinn

    🖤 sending you love & trust

  25. Stephanie Marshall Avatar
    Stephanie Marshall

  26. Bindu Avatar
    Bindu

    My heart is with you. Im so sorry. Be comforted -Your baby went straight from the womb to the arms of Jesus.

  27. LD4 Avatar
    LD4

    You are so brave for telling your story and you did an amazing job. This is such a sweet tribute not only to your precious baby's life, but to help you remember when you do look back…what God will walk you though (because he will see you through). I miscarried my second child and it's hard to explain the immediate connection to my baby and the immediate emptiness when I miscarried. I'm praying blessings over you both. 🤍

  28. Meg
    Meg’s Life

    I am so sorry you are going through this. I lost my first born daughter in 2019. You are not alone & my messages are always open ❤️

  29. Dorota Sulewski Avatar
    Dorota Sulewski

    I'm so sorry. I'll pray for you and Christopher to find peace and comfort. I cried with you. Sending hugs and love ❤

  30. Angela Marcinkevich Avatar
    Angela Marcinkevich

    I wish I could hug you ❤

  31. Melanie Clark Avatar
    Melanie Clark

    Thank you for sharing and helping normalize grief and loss. This was hard to watch having lived through it myself and seeing how raw this was for you. Thank you for using your platform in such a way. You are so brave.

  32. Alicia P Avatar
    Alicia P

    I’m so sorry for your loss 😞 hugs ❤

  33. Sheritaj__ Avatar
    Sheritaj__

    Ur so strong to even film something like this. I know it must’ve been hard. But hang in there love. U have lots of supporters here.

  34. LINDA G Avatar
    LINDA G

    So Sorry, I lost a baby many years ago. Hugs to you ❤️